A quarter of a century.

that’s how long I’ve lived.

and with the thousands I’ve met, people coming and going – how many actually made an impression and touched my life? Suppose there’s someone out there I didn’t meet, would it have made any difference?

Most days I procrastinate and just believed that what I’m doing is never good enough. Here I am today, and I will list down 25 things I am happy and grateful about – in hopes that this will serve as a reminder to myself that I am happy with what I have despite the roller coaster that I think I’m living in.

1. I have a job I happen to like.

2. I happen to be good at my job which makes it easier for those lull or even bad days.

3. I am earning some money which I saved up for rainy days.

4. I make it a point to communicate with people and solve problems the right way, face to face.

5. I still have friends who mattered in my life whom also think I mattered in theirs.

6. My immediate family are still living and breathing.

7. I have perfect eyesight and in no need of corrective glasses.

8. I am still flexible enough and healthy enough to do yoga and run and jog and exercise.

9. Places I I have been to outside of Malaysia – brunei, bangkok, sydney and japan and I hope this list will grow longer.

10.Places I have been to inside Malaysia – Sabah, Sarawak, Perak, Selangor, Wilayah P KL and Labuan, Johor and Malacca and also that this list will grow longer.

11. I own a malaysian made proton saga which I bought with my own money that I earned.

12. I have a boyfriend whom I hope will keep his fidelity.

13. I have achieved 800 flying hours in total and still alive and kicking.

14. I still make it a point to go to church every week and I am trying to be a better Christian rather than the labeled born christian who knows nothing about jesus.

15. I have a scuba license and diving is actually fun.

16. Oh and I have flying license, which is equally as fun if not more.

17. I am still capable of feeling emotions – of anger and sadness and of fear and I am thankful for that.

18. I have to learned to move on with my life, even though flashes of past does happen I try to get over them and not brood over it.

19. I have tried bungy jumping and I hope I can try other fun and extreme things.

20. I have tried eating a live sago worm and chewed it’s juice out and then couldn’t stand it and spit it out after 5 minutes.

21.  I keep a blog which means I am running out of things to say. ;P

22. I own a digital camera which I take good photos with, in hopes to upgrade myself to a better camera because I love taking photos to capture moments.

23.I have really small eyes which actually has a benefit of not getting wrinkles like those wide eyed dolls.

24. My height is actually fine by me, I get favors and people actually notice me. The irony yeah.

25. And I have lived so long surviving the working world and going through breakups and here I am, at twenty-five.

Thank you for supporting me – God, family, boyfriend, colleague, students and housemates. You deserve a big hand for keeping my head sane.